It’s difficult when you feel like you are losing your self love.
There is nothing worse than feeling like you’ve lost your self, your confidence, your comfortability within yourself and your image.
We all want to own the confidence in our appearance but it’s not always easy. It’s been weeks of convincing myself that I look fine, that I’m not getting uglier, that I am beautiful.
But I’m not believing it. I don’t think that that’s because of how I look on the outside.
It’s about how I feel on the inside.
It’s about making a difference within myself. It’s about showing myself such an immense love that I believe it. That I revel in it. That I know it again.
I’m working on living in the moment, being present and not focusing on the past or future but I’m a person always stuck in comparison. So I’m trying. And that’s the best I’ve got.
Today I showed myself love, but tonight I’m back at my self destructive habits. Back to cringing while I walk past the mirror.
So I’m doing what I love, I’m valuing me.
Journaling (for y’all to read) and reminding myself that my healing is not linear and I’m allowed to have a tough time, and just as I always do I move forward and I REFUSE to give up on myself.
Thanks for letting me vent to you.
Let me know if you can connect to this ❤️
Healing through Growth 